Deja Vu (Denzel Washington--2006)

Life is full of challenges that come (presumably) to make us stronger. We're told to consider it pure joy, whenever we face trials of many kinds. We are to know that the testing of our faith develops perseverance. Perseverance must finish its work so that we may be mature and complete, not lacking anything. (James 1:2-4)

We face difficulty every day. However, I believe there are a handful of experiences in life that change us forever. I call them "WOW Moments." The memories and lessons during those times lay at the core of hearts and shape our entire outlook on life. Sassy's "Wow Moment" came in the form of infertility. It was an almost four year span full of prayers, tears, questioning, resentment, medical procedures, bad advice, stupid comments, loss, and depression. Then, miraculously, the Lord blessed us with a child. A beautiful child. I was and still am in complete awe of him and the joy he brings into my life.

My husband and I rejoiced in knowing our journey through infertility had ended. Then, we decided to try for a second child. It took us only a few months to realize infertility has not yet finished working on us. It was a shock that stirred up all those old feelings, and for a few moments, my heart broke. Then I remembered that the same God who brought me through this the first time, is capable of doing it again.

Deuteronomy 31:8 says, The Lord himself goes before you and will be with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged. Sassy Jesus Girl is holding onto that Word today. The Lord goes before us to prepare the way. Then, He walks with us as we endure whatever troubles may come. He will not leave us; he will not fail us; he will not forsake us.

Remember that the next time an old problem revisits you and know that the Lord your God is near to you. He is an ever present help in times of trouble. As for me, I'm striving ever more diligently to be the best mom I can be. I choose today to focus on all that I have--all that's right in my life--rather than dwelling on the pain of what I may never have--another child.

Mad Love (1995--Chris O'Donnell, Drew Barrymore)

So, once upon a time Sassy Jesus Girl felt personally convicted to not watch anything on television that portrayed 'sinful' behavior. You can imagine I wasn't watching much television. I did learn a lot during that period and know God used the time to mature and teach me. I also came to view television differently. I no longer see it as a medium that should teach me deep or insightful life lesson. It's about entertainment, great writing, talented actors, and crazy plots. That being said, my favorite television shows fit the bill perfectly! Yeah, I know. There's some suspect stuff in most of these shows. But, never fear, the Spirit always lets me know when it's time to change the channel or hit fast forward (you know I love my DVR).

Sassy Girl's Top Five (Current) Television shows:

5. Ugly Betty: ABC, Thursdays at 8:00 p.m. est; Begins September 25



4. Private Practice: ABC, Wednesdays at 9:00 p.m. est; Begins October 1



3. Heroes: NBC, Mondays at 9:00 p.m. est; Begins September 22



2. LOST: ABC, Thursdays at 10:00 p.m. est; Begins February 2009



1. Grey's Anatomy: ABC, Thursdays at 8:00 p.m. est; Begins September 25

The Hidden (Kyle MacLachlan--1987)

I must say, The Hidden, is one of the grossest movies I've ever seen. Yet, I was strangely compelled to not only watch it once, but three times. Ugh! The site of that alien moving from body to body--not cute.

That aside..

Raise your hand if you've ever lost something that you put away (so you wouldn't lose it). My hand is raised. Why? Because, I just did this in the last two weeks. My husband and I were watching Fool's Gold, staring the lovely Matthew McConaughey and Kate Hudson. It's a thoughtless, light hearted romantic comedy--which is usually my type of movie. But, Sassy just wasn't feeling this one. I was bored to death. So, I took the movie out and placed it on my desk. Where it went from there, I don't know.

I remember looking at that DVD for a few days thinking I'd better move it to a higher spot before my one year olds roaming hands found it. So, that's what I did. Well, it's a week later and I have no idea where I put that DVD. But, I KNOW I put it somewhere to avoid losing it later. Good thing I did that, huh? Of course, if I'd left it on the desk, I'd know exactly where it is. However, I had to go and put it in a "safe" (read: lost) place. Brilliant!!

It makes me thankful that I have Jesus. I mean, I can't even keep up with a DVD that "I" put in a "safe place." However, the Lord is omniscient--knows all (including where my DVD is). So, I think my life is in better hands with Him leading the way.